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Pathetic..
Friday, March 02, 2007
Yosh.. Finally.. It has been months already!! Damn!! Well anyway, at last I've updated and made another post. Sheeeeesshh...
What the hell.. Right now I'm angry at myself. I didn't like the way I was since the start of the term. Everything was like out of my hands. I can't believe I'm turning myself down because of what I was doing. I sucked. I definitely sucked. And I feel really mad at myself. I wsn't able to put my best foot forward this time. It wasn't supposed to be this way. Damn it! Right now I'm trying to be active, and I'm trying hard to reach the grades I want. Grrrrr... I have to defeat my old self in order to do that.
Anyways, lately I tried to act on my own, decide on what I want to do. I can't just cling onto my friends forever. I have to work my own way sometimes, ne? Dakara, I tried to go on a different way from theirs. Actually I've been doing that ever since I entered college. But it's different this time. And I hope the path that I've taken will be a nice, and wonderful road that will lead me into something great.
February's the month of Hearts as we all know. On Valentines Day, I don't have a boyfriend to ive me an expensive boquet of roses or a box of expensive chocolates, take me to dinner or something, but I have friends whom I hanged out with. I even received chocolates from them. So Valentines is not just for those who are in a relationship. Hey, I've got a bunch of friends who make all of my days worth living and I've ot people around me who are loving. Heehee... So Valentines not a sad day after all.^_^
+Let me hold you once more...+
Friday, March 02, 2007
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