The Last Song I'm wasting for you...

Seki Rei

I heard the voice of the wind
I want to know the rest of the dream
No one will tell me
My chest was smeared red...

I want only you to understand
Why I must return...

Far off in this endlessly continuing white earth
My voice that's crying out can no longer reach anyone

Like it's concealing this body's pains
I'm embraced by kindness from the sky...

The moon reflected in those eyes is pretty
Even as the night is not finished

Far off in this endlessly continuing white earth
My voice that's crying out can no longer reach anyone

Deeply in this endlessly continuing white earth
I'm still falling and cannot be healed by anyone

Like being enveloped in that small body
I'm embraced by the wagtail's kindness...

I lie with the kindness from the sky
And am embraced by the earth's warmth...

ASH

Our laughing voices danced along the wind
The glittering sunset was a promise for tomorrow

I found you just as the moon began to shine
A transient dream of a faded age

Even the peace is broken over and over again, never to return
The overflowing hatred burns this night to its core...

The murmur of the forest is a gentle song
Just for a fleeting moment, it's a happy dream

Even in the freezing pain, I still remember kindness
If you can erase everything, than I don't even need this heart

But if you want this inflamed flesh
Then I give it all to you
Just make sure to never forget this sadness
By tracing over the marks of those tears with a knife

The shimmering heat floating in the dawn sky
Smiling, you are there next to me

Live as if you were to die tomorrow
Feel as if you were to be reborn now
Face as if you were to live forever

Sumimasen!! I actually forgot to put credits on the sites on where I got my brushes. If your brushes are used in this layout, please feel free to contact me so that I may credit your site!! Again I am very sorry... Hountouni Gomenasai!!

Sicenaeriad

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In my head
Sunday, November 19, 2006

>>>Death.. something that is common to us all.. something that we cannot escape. No one knows when one will die. But it is not necessarily the end. Death is just the beginning of another journey that the living can't figure out, can't understand.. Who knows the truth behind death? Only God knows... He has his reasons why, and it takes a lot of time for one to understand..

>>>Life.. When people see death right before their eyes, they should have realized how important life is. No one knows how long we're going to live. No one knows what lies ahead of us. We have to take steps in order to see... Life's too precious to be wasted on grieving, on nursing the anger and pain within... It will only make us bitter, make us stagnant... Taking one step forward can change a lot of things... Looking at things the other way around will help us understand better why such things happen to us and help us grow more mature... Live life to the fullest... Every second matters and every moment is a treasure...

>>>Love... Asking yourself, "why does it has to be someone very close to me..??" It tears you apart, I know... And you don't know whether you'll be happy for them, or should you feel jealous? "I don't have the right to get jealous, he's not mine in the first place..." Funny... I've used that line before. And I'm hearing it from another person's lips. And every moment you see them, it hurts you a lot that you just want to disappear... I understand that kind of feeling.. Hahaha...

>>>Friendship... I don't know exactly what to say in order to give comfort.. I can only give you my shoulder for you to cry on... I can only lend you an ear and listen until no more words come out... I can only give you a nice pat at the back, or a big, nice, warm hug... and be a wall to protect you... They're the least I can do... for I am a friend... YOUR friend...

>>>Imagination... Maybe it was just my imagination...-a dream to be exact... But it happened... And you'll just realized you've seen it before when you have felt the chill running down your spine, or a sudden nausea/headache... It has happened before-few times before... It's freaky...

>>>Patience... is a virtue... "I'm sick and tired of waiting..." Haha... Time passes by so slow for those who wait... I cannot simply judge, or I am not in the position to say anything at all... Haha... I too, am waiting. But while waiting, I enjoy myself with a lot of stuffs...

AM I NUTS or whaT?? Hahahaha!!

+Let me hold you once more...+
Sunday, November 19, 2006

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