The Last Song I'm wasting for you...

Seki Rei

I heard the voice of the wind
I want to know the rest of the dream
No one will tell me
My chest was smeared red...

I want only you to understand
Why I must return...

Far off in this endlessly continuing white earth
My voice that's crying out can no longer reach anyone

Like it's concealing this body's pains
I'm embraced by kindness from the sky...

The moon reflected in those eyes is pretty
Even as the night is not finished

Far off in this endlessly continuing white earth
My voice that's crying out can no longer reach anyone

Deeply in this endlessly continuing white earth
I'm still falling and cannot be healed by anyone

Like being enveloped in that small body
I'm embraced by the wagtail's kindness...

I lie with the kindness from the sky
And am embraced by the earth's warmth...

ASH

Our laughing voices danced along the wind
The glittering sunset was a promise for tomorrow

I found you just as the moon began to shine
A transient dream of a faded age

Even the peace is broken over and over again, never to return
The overflowing hatred burns this night to its core...

The murmur of the forest is a gentle song
Just for a fleeting moment, it's a happy dream

Even in the freezing pain, I still remember kindness
If you can erase everything, than I don't even need this heart

But if you want this inflamed flesh
Then I give it all to you
Just make sure to never forget this sadness
By tracing over the marks of those tears with a knife

The shimmering heat floating in the dawn sky
Smiling, you are there next to me

Live as if you were to die tomorrow
Feel as if you were to be reborn now
Face as if you were to live forever

Sumimasen!! I actually forgot to put credits on the sites on where I got my brushes. If your brushes are used in this layout, please feel free to contact me so that I may credit your site!! Again I am very sorry... Hountouni Gomenasai!!

Sicenaeriad

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A New Beginning.. New Challenges to Face..
Friday, September 15, 2006

Well, well.. The first week of second sem's finally over. It was a bit tiring week, I don't know why. Hahaha!! Well anyways, the teachers were fine.. I just hope I can still make it to the deans list this second sem. I promised to someone that I will and I have to... Waaaaaaaaah!! I hate Math!!T-T I suck in Math.. Waaaaaaaah!!!

In this life, I know that we cannot please everybody... Take note... we CANNOT please everybody...

I have never started a war.. have I? It's something I try to avoid in my life...

By the way.. We had this activity in our Sociology class, and we have to use the hand we don't usually use in writing and drawing!! Lols!! It was hard!! I had a hard time drawing in my paper, but it turned out fine. Hehehe!! Wanna see it??^^, I used my left hand of course. And my Prof tried to guess a part of my personality while I was drawing, and he got it right!! He's DAmn Right!! Woooohh!! So cooL!! Lol!!

+Let me hold you once more...+
Friday, September 15, 2006

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Rain On Me...
Sunday, September 10, 2006

I was able to take a nice shower/bath three times.. First was the "usual" thingie, then there was the rain and I went home, my clothes wet because of the rain. My shoes and socks were wet, my pants were wet, I'm all WET!! It's cold too.. Brrrrr...

"Damn, I looked sOOOOO good with that wet look!! Nyahahaahaha!!! Woohoooo!!!"

Bwahehehe!!! Vanity... Got it from my buddy. Woi babaita!! Hindi ako yung naunang vain ikaw yun!! Hinawaan mo lang ako!!

Oh well.. the Talent's Night at Jade's church was sOOOOOO cooL. Wahehehe!! I love their performance (Jade's band). I was banging my head and my feet, following the beat of the music, and I was like, "Woooohooo!! Yeah!!" All of them did great. Heehee!! GO PROGRESS!! Did you hear my screams?? Bwahahahaha!! Ang ingay koh... Perform kayo ulit!! Wahehehe!!

NEOS reunion.. At last we were complete, even just for a night. So happy.. Wahihihi!! It was so great that we were together again after so many.. uuhhh.. Days?? Months?? YEars?? Whatever. It felt like a century... I miss the old times. Hope we can spend time together.. longer.. Maybe a day or two. OVERNIGHT!! Yey!! Wahihihi..^^, Or three days, maybe even a week like a vacation somewhere, or a month.. couple of months.. or ma- Zip it.

I love the praise and worship part.. That would be the first thing we did. It feels sooooo good singing for the Lord!! Only, I can't sway and move that much because I was between two posts.. Wahahahaha!!^^, Mukha tuloy akong sira, but it's okay. Matagal naman na akong sira eh.. Nyahehehe!!^^,

Parting.. errr.. I hated that part cuz we have to leave already. Then we kind of messed up. I admit I was pissed, but then, I realized that I have to be more understanding and considerate. Waaaaaaahhh!! But it's a good thing that we left, because I'm afraid that we might not be able to find transpo if we go home later that night.

Hhhmmm.. nalagpasan namin ang atc kaya kailangan pa naming bumalik. Wala akong payong kaya basang-basa ako. Baha sa tapat ng 7-11 kaya nabasa ang sapatos ko as in pati medyas ko.. Wawa naman ang converse koh!!T_T My pants were wet from the zipper part down. Wahahaha!! Buti harap lang ang nabasa hindi pwet.. Well, nabasa rin pero hindi halata. Arriving at 7-11, I met an old classmate, Dereck, who helped me get a trycicle to get home. Thanks man!!^_^ I was so cold, I got colds of course, my back hurts because of the cold rain, but I'm safe at home.. Oh, did I mention I slipped?? Wahahaha!! Sa stairs pa yun!! Napaupo ako sa mga steps.. Nyahahaha!! I wish I caught myself on video.. Wahehehe!!

Despite of the troublesome journey back home, it was a glorious day. I thank God for letting us have this opportunity to see each other again after a long, long while, and that He guided us on our way home. Thank you, Lord!!

+Let me hold you once more...+
Sunday, September 10, 2006

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I'm a Happy Person!!
Thursday, September 07, 2006

See that girl beside me? That's my dearest bestfriend, Sice. Heehee!! I'm so happy I had the chance to go with her in their Youth Service!!^_^ I'm so glad!!

I thank her a lot for everything she did for me. Dude, if you're reading this, I want to say thank you for brightening up my day despite of all the odds that's happening in my life, for bringing God back into my life, for praying for me, understanding me, being there when I needed a friend to lean on for a while (kahit sa text lang!;P), forinfluencing me with your love for music, for God and Christianity, thanks for everything DUDE!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

Oh well.. Sembreak's over today.. First sem's finally over. I survived the first sem of my life in College!! Akalain mo yun!! And I thank God for giving me the courage and strength to face each day.. Thank you Lord for not abandoning me!!T_T Thank God I made it through.. *sniff*

I'm missing my friends a lot and I hope we'd see each other soon.. Second sem starts tomorrow, September 8. So much for sembreaks, eh? Oh well..

I'm So EXCITED!! I'd be able to see Jam, Jade and Che on Saturday!! We're going to attend Jade's Talents Night in their church.^^, I can't wait!! NEOS REUNITED!! Woooohoooo!!!^^,

+Let me hold you once more...+
Thursday, September 07, 2006

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