The Last Song I'm wasting for you...

Seki Rei

I heard the voice of the wind
I want to know the rest of the dream
No one will tell me
My chest was smeared red...

I want only you to understand
Why I must return...

Far off in this endlessly continuing white earth
My voice that's crying out can no longer reach anyone

Like it's concealing this body's pains
I'm embraced by kindness from the sky...

The moon reflected in those eyes is pretty
Even as the night is not finished

Far off in this endlessly continuing white earth
My voice that's crying out can no longer reach anyone

Deeply in this endlessly continuing white earth
I'm still falling and cannot be healed by anyone

Like being enveloped in that small body
I'm embraced by the wagtail's kindness...

I lie with the kindness from the sky
And am embraced by the earth's warmth...

ASH

Our laughing voices danced along the wind
The glittering sunset was a promise for tomorrow

I found you just as the moon began to shine
A transient dream of a faded age

Even the peace is broken over and over again, never to return
The overflowing hatred burns this night to its core...

The murmur of the forest is a gentle song
Just for a fleeting moment, it's a happy dream

Even in the freezing pain, I still remember kindness
If you can erase everything, than I don't even need this heart

But if you want this inflamed flesh
Then I give it all to you
Just make sure to never forget this sadness
By tracing over the marks of those tears with a knife

The shimmering heat floating in the dawn sky
Smiling, you are there next to me

Live as if you were to die tomorrow
Feel as if you were to be reborn now
Face as if you were to live forever

Sumimasen!! I actually forgot to put credits on the sites on where I got my brushes. If your brushes are used in this layout, please feel free to contact me so that I may credit your site!! Again I am very sorry... Hountouni Gomenasai!!

Sicenaeriad

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Leaving at Last...
Saturday, March 11, 2006

Whoa.. it sure was a long time already... Well... I've been
very busy-and I mean, really busy. So many projects and
other works to do, so little timE. And our thesis is not even
finsihed. Damn! Well anyways, At least I have done almost
everything. And our periodical was over. Thank God it's
over! So far, I haven't failed on anything yet. But I'm sur to
fail on Math and CLVE. I didn't study enough. Well, in
CL, I thought my book was lost. Thanks to Jamie, she
found it in the Locker. I wonder where it was hidden??
Hmmm... Anyways, so far so good. Haven't received any
failures yet. I just hope I don't get ANy. I still have to work
on somethings then.

For the past days, everyone's already making dramas of
leaving the school. Yes, we're graduating. Wait- Am I gonna
graduate?? waAAAAAAAAAh!!! I hope sO. If I fail in this
thesis I'm gonna be doomed forever in my life. Well
anyways, they're really getting emotional. As for me, no, I'm
not YEt. Tears are reserved for Graduation.^_^ I don't
wanna cry or say I'm leaving until this thesis and the
clearance is not over yet. I'm just making sure, ye'know.

I just watched the ending of Samurai X. DAMn!! It was sO
gOod!! I loved that anime ever since. Well,t he sad part is,
Kenshin died. It's not really a bad ending, because he died,
finishing what he's supposed to do. He may be is a samurai:
a great and legendary swordsman, but he is STILL human.
No one can ever escape death. Kaoru was the martyr type.
I'm just impressed with her devotion to Kenshin as his wife,
and wants him to share to her everything he is. Wahaha..
She really loves Kenshin, eventhough he's always far away,
and wasn't there for her and their child, Kenji She's just
there, waiting for him to come back home, patiently. I
cried when Kenshin finally arrived home, welcomed with
arms wide open by Kaoru. He still managed to walk home
even though he's already dying. Man!! I just can't stop
crying and feel the pain ye'know. Basta.. It was a very nice
animE...

Hmmm... Looking back on the past times.. Things do
change, don't they? Within a schoolyear... Sigh... But I
guess life's just like that. It all happened so fast... sheeesh...
As for me, I'm trying to be happy for myself. I thank God.
It's hard to forget if it's still is there to remind you. But
anyways, I feel much better now.^_^ And I'm
happy--Ahihihi!!! Nothing. I'll just keep it for myself. The
feeling might slip away.^_^

All I want now is to graduate and start a new one in
College. I'd be more serious this time... Waaaaaaah!!! For
the sake of achieving my goALS... I have to do this...
Ahihihi!!!

+Let me hold you once more...+
Saturday, March 11, 2006

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